“A tranquil, contented, peaceful heart gives life and healing to the body. But on the other end of the spectrum—a comparing, envious, malcontented heart will rot your bones.” (pp Prov.14:30)
Lord Jesus, what a shocking contrast—a thriving heart or rotting bones. Hmmm… which shall I choose? As they say, that’s a “no-brainer.” And yet, it’s not a “piece of cake”—for the battle in our hearts and for our hearts will continue until you take us Home.
On May 1, 2026, what am I most “malcontented” about? It may change a month from now—but American politics is right up there at the top. Then there’s the reality of the aging process—which exposes my vanity and vulnerability. And though I preach against holding onto vain regrets, I occasionally pick up a couple of my dust-collecting backpacks of “what if’s,” “dang it’s,” and “if only’s.” The paradox is I always regret rehearsing my regrets.
So how can we gain and maintain a tranquil, peaceful heart? There’s no pill, formula, or “easy fix”—and only in heaven will we enjoy a perfected, 100% peace-overflowing heart. But until then, I know of no other way than spending rich, intentional time adoring and communing with you, Jesus. Not just reading really good faith-fueling books and listening to awesome podcasts—but being with you until my heart is encouraged, my Gospel-sanity is restored, my repentances are quick, and I’m more “delightful” to be around.
Even as I write this prayer and tap my fingers across the keyboard, you are encouraging me, Jesus. I need the Gospel every day because I forget it every day. May my May be filled not just with May Flowers, but with the peace of knowing I belong to you, Jesus, remembering you’ve “got the whole world in your hands,” and resting in your declaration that you are presently making all things new—including me. So Very Amen.
